So many feelings and way too much to say

I have so much on my mind.

Writing feels overwhelming. Private journaling might be my best option because a lot of my thoughts are very tender and raw.

I will admit that I am very confused yet again. I change my mind about what I want multiple times a day.

All I really know is that I am not happy. I want to change my life so I will be happy and feel fulfilled.

I want a life that I want to live.

I guess that's it for now.