Done at last!

I finally finished my surprise for my MIL! It is washed, dried, and in the box to be mailed...along with Tori's latest school picture.

So glad to finally be done!

For some reason the corners are a little wonky, but it is beautiful and hopefully she won't notice.

Sunday I was the only one who made it to church and I only stayed long enough to take the sacrament because my low back was killing me.

Still no clue what I have done to it though.

Tori and Dan had meds checks today with Michelle.

We are going to see if we can get Dan to sleep without melatonin. We are also going to see if we can take Tori off of the niacinamide.

Tori sees the pediatrician on Friday about her tremor, which has gotten worse.

She's always had it, but now it is doing worse.

It could be anxiety, but we've never had a neuro look at it. Perhaps it is time? We'll see.

I guess we are planning to have Dan sealed to us on the 31st?

That was when Matt and I were supposed to have our first joint therapy session. I wonder if that will work out?

I guess I will find out sooner or later.

Last Wednesday Matt and I did an endowment session in the temple. We were asked to be the witness couple.It was nice, but I think the officiator was playing with me. Not that Matt need be jealous or even noticed. The guy is old enough to be my dad!

I never even mentioned it to Matt.

It was nice and quiet there, but afterwards Tori needed her asthma inhaler and apparently I missed several calls from my baby sis, Josie.

I guess Josie and mom are on the outs again. What else is new, right?

I wish I came from one of those families who are close knit and love each other immensely, but that didn't happen in my world.

Been thinking a lot about what I want in life these days.

I've also had a strange and disturbing dream.

It was so bad and bizarre that I decided to analyze it.

I found out I am denying some of my innermost primal feelings. Well, duh!

It also told me that I like to be dominated (but not hurt) in the bedroom, but not in real life.Um, yeah. I think I knew that already, but it really isn't anyone's business. (Obviously I have never been promiscuous because I require a partner that I can trust 100%.)

It was just the strangest dream ever.

There was more, but I only analyzed the most disturbing parts...and some of it isn't something I feel comfortable sharing, to be honest.

A lot of it has to do with Matt and I, even though he wasn't even in the dream.

I honestly didn't know anyone in my dream. That's what made it so bizarre...well, and the events. The symbolism is definitely my subconscious mind telling me it doesn't like what I am doing in real life right now. Then again, I have been kinda bullying my subconscious mind a bit lately because it wants me to think about things which I really don't want to think about.

Surprise! Surprise!

I guess my brain new the only way I was going to listen to it was if it gave me a crazy, creepy dream.

The odd thing is I should've been horrified at the start of the dream, but I wasn't. Okay too much vague talk. Vicki, move on!

I have been working on Mom's afghan when I can. Every time I sit down there is a cat or a kid or multiple kids or some combination of kids and cats on my lap. They are making things take a lot longer than I'd like, but that's life!

I guess they love me a little. 😉

Well, I guess that's it for now. Laters!