I need to vent because I am feeling bummed because I didn’t get that job I interviewed for first.

It feels completely unfair to be rejected because I am overqualified and worth a lot more than they wanted to pay.

I really felt like they wanted someone fresh out of high school. 🤦🏻‍♀️

So then they give the job a new title, benefits, and the whole 9 yards.

The way it is written, they want someone who is willing to stay in that position for the next 20 years... and that’s not me.

I am currently working, but making zero progress on any of my goals. 

I feel underwhelmed and tired right now.

I put my whole heart and soul into everything I do, but sometimes it feels like I just get what’s left when the leftovers have already been picked over. (Please don’t get me wrong. A job is a job is a job. 

I guess I just expected more out of life and people. 

It disappointing to feel so let down.)

I am so emotionally spent that I could just cry right now. 

The sad thing is that even with the rewrite, I am still the absolute perfect candidate. 

I guess I just need to let go and trust God on this one. He must have some good reason why that job isn’t for me.

This patience thing really sucks!

Good night.